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What an August.! It’s that fabulous and wonderous as well.And I know you really don’t know why it has it’s significance..and take note guys it’s not because of Kadayawan. August has it’s significance for it was really a joyful month for my new experiences while I am here in Davao City.These are the following situations that I mean.. I was lost in Davao City for 2 times just these month..That first was when I was with a classmate,and we were supposed to go to NCCC uyangguren but we have ride on a jeep for NCCC mall.. so for short we have ride for a wong jeep for us to go to the place that we are to go. The second was when, me with my dormate and we were to go to SM mall but yet we have ride for ecoland but then we only find out that it won’t pass to SM because acdg. to the driver to that gasoline station only will he stop. So then we ride for another jeepney to SM.. It’s that significant because I always get lost everytime I forgot to remind myself about the bridge which is my "ilhanan nga pa bankerohan nah"  i really get lost everytime I go home after every bonding with my friends. Specialy the newly-met friends I have here in Davao City. It’s also significant because..yohoOoOo?! A lot of conflicts that I have encounter here in Davao City are the ones that I could not imagine that Davawenyos could not understand.Sorry sir, but I could not state it thoroughly to avoid u know nah sir…"misunderstanding" of the readers that could read my blogs basta this is really is it. I have grown up ny thoughts for the different immaturity of teens nowadays that I could not understand why they could not handle themselves well with the real them.

As far as I can remember,the unforgettable life changing experiences that I have encounter eversince was….Now that I am already in college..And am gonna tell you why..Its because am in a new environment and I have a lot of people to know for me to survive…But no MAN is an island so i keep thingking that I should really get through with the different adjustments that I should do…Because first..I get lost almost in every place here in DavaO City because am was not born here. This college days am having right now are the ones that are new to me..Because since I started my stay here I started to be independent and walking alone anywhere that matters for school just like paying my tuition fee..Its a change because during my high school days I havent experience even once on paying my tuition fees and could be forced to pay myu tuituon for a cause. A change because I’m now budgeting my money for my foods not like in our place that I have no limits on foods that I’m gonna eat. I need to make it a point that my grades are good enough for the exchange of the hardships of my parents to send me to school speciall to this university because this school is my choice and as to them they want me to choose for myself coz am gonna be the one who will study and not them so they don’t wanna force me on what school should i go for school. And through this school which is far away from our home because you’ve got to travel 6-7hours just to reach our place and Davao City..Through the miles I have seen my worth to my friends specially to me family and relatives…I never imagined that this could be as flattering when you hear your phone rings because they miss you that much and they wanna know if you are alright..U know? I mean am not used to it because my friends,family,relatives and etc. calls me through my phone but not as often as of the time they are calling me while I am here in Davao City… As well as my responsibilities that am now a college student and Ive got to stand on my own. Not like in High school that all I could is just to text while the teacher is having is or her lecture for the class..I mean as the way I listen to the teachers now? tjhan in my high school life before? Am more attentive now..Frankly,before am not studying during exams and yet now,am studying as early and as silent as I can. The way I carry myself and handling things? I think I;m better now that before…I know how to adjust myself,maybe? nowadays maybe because I’m slowly changing myself for the better.Those are the following experiences that were unforgettable enough.,

So far guys I tell you evrsince i’ve came to Davao? It was then I started getting addict with watching movies during mallings with my friends,mates and etc. But it’s not that I haven’t watch any movies eversince..I do watch but not in "sinehans" just at home with my family and relatives. But so far the best movie I’ve ever seen was the Titanic,I know a lot of people have seen that movie already.It was the best because it was the first movie ever that I have seen which was a love story and not just a cartoon movie.Because I used to watch cartoons when i WAS STILL YOUNG.It was the best movie so far because the message or the context of the movie was very much expressed by the characters who had performed for the movie.Jack and Rose have done the realistic way of showing love for each other.I have relate myself into the movie.That was a story of lovers that was separated by death of a guy. And the worst movie so far was.."In the Land of Woman"

It was the worst one for me because i really felt like the price that I hace paid for the entrance fee to be able to watch it was not worth for the movie I have seen. It is becccause of the reason that it was not the kind of movie that I have expected.Because I have expected that it would be as worth as the bulletin f showing movies shown.The story was about a guy who like the mother of a girl who loves him.And they were neighbors then,the girl and the guy became lovers without the girl knowing that the guy and her mother knows each other. They broke up for a reason…and it was not stated..And there came a time that the guy havent seen the woman(the mother of the girl) since the last time they saw each other…And the woman pala did not tell the guy that she has breast cancer..So the guy wondered and wondered ti then, then the time came they saw each other again after the guy’s mother died…And the woman had the recovery for her cancer..And there it ends..So for short,its what I hated it ended with no specified realizations or any specific endings of what had happened next….

Internet, fro me it’e a superhighway for it provides users informations that could not be brought by books it gives us informations,that other kinds of books could not givve,though books are the best that could give the best results for the informations we needed, for school activities,projects assignments and etc.Internet gives us more ideas of the new technologies that other people had brought for our country as of nowadays.It’s also the reason why a lot of people today discover theories with variety of origins from internet.Most of the people today in our world are using computers to search through internet because they get tired when reading books and it might be because of the new highly improved technologies.Its a superhighway for it could improvethe skills of students or persons ability through surfing the internet. They could get more knowledge upon knowing the best informations that they could get into the internet. Specially nowadays..a lot of people needs employees that are intelligent enough to handle things when it comes to computers.It is their responsibilities somehow to know the advantage and disadvantages of internet surfing.It is the highway to success specially to people who are used of using computers all along the way.It’s a superhighway to enhance the knowledge of students or persons who are good enough when it comes to computers and internet.Its the highwway for new improved youth for the benefit of our country with less numbers of succesful youths nowadays because of the vices of the different age gaps and crimes happening around us today.Its somehow the ones that could stop the young today t build anonimous deeds against today’s world.A lot or should I say more of the informations that lazy persons could not research through books in the library can be found in internet.Therefore its a superhighway.

My special act of love are being expressed in a lot of ways.I have lots of ways to express them in a way that others could misinterpret thje way I love people around me specially those that I really valu from the very start for they don’t know the bond that ties us..even with my friends I could show the kind of love that I am showing with my boyfriends..I actually treat them almost the same with the others way of treating me as their loved one.The care that I give to them shows my love for them,the advices I am giving for their sake could probably mean I love them.There are a lot of person who misinterpret my deeds when showing love to other people.I treat my love ones more than a sister..I’d rather get into trouble if they are hurt by others.I protect them same way as I protect myself because I could also feel the hurt or pain that they feel in times of sadness.I pretend with them.I am giving time to bond with them,I offer things that could not make them forget me.Lol

I give time for them to tell their problems on me so I could adjust my attitudes for them. I let them feel that they are special and unfortunately they really see how much I care for them.For I love and treasure persons not just for pretentions but with the whole truth in me thjat they could see.I always tell them that in times that they need me they don’t have to hesitate on approaching me for I am always willing to be one of the persons that they could rely on,in times of needs.In times of need in money..I let them borrow but to the ones that could not pay to the said date or day I could also wait for them to be able to pay because actually I was not used of anyone borrowing money from me it’s just now that I have been in college for number of months already.I treat then as nice as I could get along with them. I give lots of efforts to communicate to those who are already far from me and tell them I love them always.I told them to approach me in case of difficult problems that they think they could not solve am not good in giving advices..might be but i give them the best applicable advice that I could give them for a solution. It’s me,with the way I love.

Wow.! I had no thoughts that sir could have this for us to blog ourselves identity… I’m gonna start with the following attitudes…I am definitely moody guys..People should read my mood before they could get along with me there are times that I could jam with you all day long but there are times that you would wonder about my mood.I think everyone of us has this attitude also because I also read people by their moods for me to receive the right reaction from them. I am very much sensitive that my bestfriends could really say that. I am sensitive in a way that my friends or any persons related to me could not immediately guess the mood at times that I am into. They find my attitude a mysterious one even my special friends? I tell u.!Either my bestfriends, I am sensitive that people could not guess why my attitudes towards them changes without them knowing why..because I’m not letting them know sometimes of why my mood has changed. But I easily forgives for deserving ones those who haven’t offended me..Some could notice the things that makes my mood change. I give advices to friends even to newly-met friends that I am with if ever I think that I can help them with their problems. I am bad if the person I am into is also bad,and nobody could ever deny that fact guys I know each of us knows to give that kind of reason if being asked about their negative sides. I know how to get jealous I must again admit that truth that is in me. I get jealous but in place, I get jealous sometimes but it doesnt mean nah "career ron nako" i mean that because of jealousy I won’t make pansin ever already of him/her. The good side of me is..I just observe to myself that I am very kind to my friends who really know me of what I really am. But all people could just do is to judge me with my cover.They look at me at the outside appearance and looking at the negative sides of me that makes them think we should not get friends with each other.I hate people like that. I’d rather consider a stranger a friend that of a pretender because I could let them show myself of what I am than to that people who pretends that they wanna make friends with me but thee truth is  they only want to know the disgusting sides in me so they could destroy my image to a crowd. I am true to every person I meet.I share experiences to peole. I value friends not just because of what they have and what they could give.Their status in life sould not affect the friendship that we have because am not really choosing friends to its kind. I accept to be a boyish type of girl but I could never accept thoughts of people that I am a lesbian..They don’t know the inner part of me so they don’t have the right to judge me and destroy my image only with my outside appearance in public. I know for myself of who I am.My family is my strenght and weaness. I pursue my studies for them and I love myself for who I am.

As for me to say..bestfriend and a special friend has its differences , but most of the people think that they are almost the same.Bestfriends and special friends are both to whom we lean through all the good and bad moments in life..but they have this limitations as we go through along the friendship.As for experience I have a lot of friends which are probably treated or treasured in every kind.To be more specific i’ll state the way how I treat them..my special friends…Special friends for me are the ones that I give my attention also with. But with them I have this limitations in terms of sharing things with regards to the life I have. Limitations is highly observed in my vocabulary for I have encounter a lot of friends also which were untrue with the friendship they have offered me.I share things to my special friends by kind of experiences such as experiences with no big deals if ever he/she could spread telling it to people around him/her. Special friends are my well-treated friends as well. They are someone who has to do something with my life also. They have their value with them as long as I consider them to be my special friends. But the value I give to them are less given. I apreciate   them  somehow specially with the efforts they are giving for the sake of our friendship.I can show them myself..But definitely not the whole truth of me. I mean, there is no such thing as knowing me of what I am,and that is to every person we are to. The real me is shown in a way that they could not also say that I am a pretender,when I told them that they are considered to be my special friends. And here comes the word bestfriends..the word the best alone emphasizes its meaning. For me  bestfriends are to whom we could run to at every moment in our life same as with the special friends but with this so called bestfriends..They are the people who really knows us of what we are you can’t hide the real you to them because you have let them know of what you are. As to me my bestfriends know me for we are open to one another the communication had remained despite the miles of our friednship because of our studies.My secrets are also with them…though I admit i still give limitations of giving or telling those secrets to them.But to them I could really express the feeling I wanna express in every ups and downs that I encounter through life. Bestfriends are the best among,no word could best describe the value or meaning of bestfriends but the word alone expresses its thought.

If you are to hear my side about the online games. FOr me its bad…I know somehow it depends upon the player of how he/she will be going to deal with it tHAT it could not affect his/her life as well as with their studies.I know most players of online games are guys.Maybe they have this thought that it could not giVe their life any disaster. Because if ever they won’t be able to contiNue studying in the level that they are in right now at the moment. It’s bad sometimes because there are persons who don’t know how to balance their time on playing online games.But what’s good with it is that no matter how hard life is with this so called online games there are still students eho could manage their time wisely in playing this kinds of games. I can say that the bad things against this games could probably destroy one’s studies but it matter in the person’s  ability of knowing its disadvantages and advantages as well. But for me,I’m not one of the player of this game but I could really say that it’s bad because if you’ll gonna base it to with the health of every person to the eyes only it’s really bad.The radiation of the computer,Right? It’s better for your eyes to be not in a good health if you are using it in reading books for school. There are a lot of things to be use for you to study for school.But to the health commputers somehow are giving inconvenience and disasters to users of it. It’s bad because students are using their money which is supposed to be for school  for them just to play with this so called games.It’s totally bad that players could not manage to balance their times in playing.

In my own opinion if I am to choose a leader I would prefer to choose men…Because men can manage a kind of government,than women could. Men has qualities that women could not so, same with women’s also that they can do things which men could not do. They have better proposals that could give the country the better future. They can prevent crimes of the recent world today. Women could just only watch men who protects women from being hit by other persons specially from sorroundings which could hurt women leaders. As of today,we can see all the things that GMA could do for the country. A country being led by men is highly improving.But when women leads a country and leads a government as complicated as our country she could not do it be herself.She could just only give commands to his co-politicians so her duty could appear to people as a good one. Like at present corruption is not well prevented thgough Arroyo’s leadership. It’s the only thing that could not convince me that women could be as better as men to lead a country.There are things and ideas from men that women can’t have within their instincts.They perspire a lot of sweat to discover things that could best give the country a formal and educating feedbacks that could let people believe that she is a good leader. That’s it abrief description but might be a well managed essay. No specifications for more interesting questions to be ask. That ends my narration.

If ever i’ll be ask bout my say to this soon-to-be SK election..what I’m expecting for is that for the students or teenagers to cooperate with the different activities which would enhance or could express the gratitudes of the students involved in a primary event or situation. I hope that we the students who has difficulties in the fields that we are in,right now could impose their abilities to improve their capabilities also. All that we wish for is for them to hear the sides of the teenagers specially the students. Hope they could be as deserving as they can be as soon as they got their positions. Hoping for them to go and could be aware of each of the student’s needs.They should acknowledge the presence and absences of every problem of the youth so they could go with the flow OF LIFE.. I expect them to be more responsible,because they are not just serving people for fame.They are mean to be elected for the youth to catch up as well with the capabilities of each youth. They should be aware of the opinions of others.Hope that they would not just boast the position that they have.but instead to do their duty as they we’re elected. Hoping for them to initiate a lot of things for the sake of the youth. Hope for them to mold a better future for the youth.