The Worst Side of Me! -
Nobody could ever love the worst side of themselves when we are dealing with other people. But in my case I don’t even like the worst side of me but I just can’t help to put those things in place.
Being sensitive is not placed by me in place.
Being moody leads me to an anger that could almost burst out my temper into a bad outcome afterwards.I almost say words to people that could make them feel hurt to every words I say. I look like I’m pikon, I could almost say the real impression I have with the person if am into that mood already but sometimes it can be controlled.
Days that Im not on the right route of my temper can’t help but to be silent sometimes,
People sometimes approach me of what is happening with me why I am silent but I orefer not to give any answer and yet I go to place that I could talk to myself even only in mind because am only fund of telling things of what is happening in me in times that Im already back into the mood.
And I hide things as I could that people and mostly friends woory about me.
I don’t take my meals if I feel like am not hungry for eating something that could go inside my stomach. I give advices to hard headed friends by letting them realize the real truth of life that could however hurt them as well as they apply it after having my advice.
Im bad if I’m also into a bad person.
But as much as possible I stop myself from getting into that things because I really don’t care of what others say..
Though here in Davao City I have realized things more important than having that kind of environment because in our place common things like quarelling with other people is really common.
I never tell the real feeling or the dislike I ahve for the person more often but it doesn’t mean that I am plastic to every person I meet,but actually it depends to the person whom I am to like my newly met friends here.
I am true to persons that are true to me and not only making friends with me because of some chisms.
Love you friends.I love myself.
The best and the worst side of it.
bECAUSE i AM BORN with the unchangable me except for molding myself into a better one.
