They still value me
March 23, 2009
On this day I felt like crying because a close ate of mine apologized to me because she was really sorry that she wasn’t able to greet me on my birthday because she have really forgotten it unintentionally, also because she reminded me of my disappointments during that day not just because of her but to all those persons I expected to greet me on that day. Though I was not to tell her that my birthday has passed already. But because her hubby which is also a close friend of mine texted her to tell me that he was sorry for not being able to greet me on my day. At first I had to pretend about what her hubby was talking about. I needed to tell her that I had my birthday last March 18, so she can get what her hubby "tonio" was sorry about. But I told him that I have already accepted that he didn’t make it because he is in abbu dhabi and according to him he was not in the city to do all the fastest way to do whatever he want. And I understand that because he was just there for a month and he can’t cope up with things that quick especially to his budget. But I don’t wanna be a hypocrite, i have to admit that i’m still hurting insede but then i have to understand things because its much reasonable for me to believe them and besides my birthday is already done and they’ve apologized for it already. And I have forgiven them for that. Hopefully next year I’ll be able to meet the big percentage of my expectations.
